which means you’re in good company.
I had no idea what I was doing when I first started, too. (I still don’t.)
“No idea” means that you’re stumbling forward. It’s part of the process. Actually, it probably is the whole process.
And “I’m doing” means exactly that – you’re at least doing something.
Maybe you’re tired of being reminded of this, but it’s always worth remembering that hundreds of small steps lead to…